wake up

is time to be rational , i just realized how naive i was. 
i just found out that we don't need to study bout how to make a film . it is just something you need to practice when you are free , get some advice from those who make films , that's all. so yeah , i'm not going to study anything bout film making anymore, i'll make it on my own , study it on my own. furthermore ,  i couldn't find any proper college to study this course. but no worries , i'm not going to study something i don't like.  


p/s : in the process of struggling , between two course.