goodbye

我们都拥有转身离开的权力但往往我们转身后依然停留在原地接着就试图把双眼蒙蔽再假装自己在转身的那一刻就已远远地离去到最后才蓦然发现原来一直以来，

只是在欺骗自己

 

i thought i'll be alright to read back our conversations , i thought i'll be alright to read back what you've blogged bout it , i thought i'll be alright to listen to those songs that you love , those songs you asked me to listen and those songs i listened the most in these months because of you , i thought i'll be alright to think how much you cared for me , i thought i'll be alright .

 

i thought.

 

i've gotten so good in pretending i'm doing fine , and im starting to believe it myself. the quote you love , no? i remember every single little thing you said , i try not to , but sorry i'm fucking out of control. just once, i wish i could be the one who keeps you awake at night, just once. anyway , go ahead and say goodbye , go ahead and make me cry , i'll be alright . i know i'll be alright.

 

我只能說我有些難過我也真心真意的等過

 

p/s : i still keep my promises , always do